3-7-13
Hey babe,
I cant believe tomoro is our 4 months . and i made you a video (link below) to show you how much i love you. I made it a day early because im spending time with you tomoro and wont have time to . so yeah i hope you like it ...
I LOVE YOU <3
-Britt
P.S. The cover picture is the same as the other video I made you. Just saying.
I cant believe tomoro is our 4 months . and i made you a video (link below) to show you how much i love you. I made it a day early because im spending time with you tomoro and wont have time to . so yeah i hope you like it ...
I LOVE YOU <3
-Britt
P.S. The cover picture is the same as the other video I made you. Just saying.
Here Mr. Gwumpy Pants (:
3-6-13
Hey babe ,
i know i argue with you and do a lot of stuff wrong but no matter what im gunna love you through it . no matter how many stupid mistakes i make or how many stupid things i do, ill always love you . like the stupidest thing i ever did was lose you. all i ever wanted was you and your love. its all ill ever need . you mesmerize me with everything you do and you amaze me everyday with your love, cuteness, and how much you care. i could never love anyone else the way i love you and i could never fall in love with anyone else cuz i dont want nobody else , youre everything that i ever wanted . my love for you is so strong . you really have no clue how much you mean to me.
"I wake up with that same smile on my face
Everytime i see you that same smile goes right back into place
Every time i kiss you my heart seems to race
These feelings are so difficult to describe
I would never have these feelings if you werent here by my side
Things without you just werent right
All i ever needed in life was your love
All i ever want was a kiss and a hug
All i ever need is you
When im alone theres only one thing that comes to mind
When im alone i think of how happy i am to call you mine
When im alone i feel so depressed that you're not there with me
Babe i love you so much
I love the way my heart feels when im mesmerized by your touch
I love the way my broken heart felt when you made it whole
You took all those pieces and made them together
You took my hand and it meant forever"
So, yeah . I just wrote that off the top of my head ... I hope it means a lot to you cuz those are the 100% truthful feelings that i have for you baby <3
I Love You
-Britt
i know i argue with you and do a lot of stuff wrong but no matter what im gunna love you through it . no matter how many stupid mistakes i make or how many stupid things i do, ill always love you . like the stupidest thing i ever did was lose you. all i ever wanted was you and your love. its all ill ever need . you mesmerize me with everything you do and you amaze me everyday with your love, cuteness, and how much you care. i could never love anyone else the way i love you and i could never fall in love with anyone else cuz i dont want nobody else , youre everything that i ever wanted . my love for you is so strong . you really have no clue how much you mean to me.
"I wake up with that same smile on my face
Everytime i see you that same smile goes right back into place
Every time i kiss you my heart seems to race
These feelings are so difficult to describe
I would never have these feelings if you werent here by my side
Things without you just werent right
All i ever needed in life was your love
All i ever want was a kiss and a hug
All i ever need is you
When im alone theres only one thing that comes to mind
When im alone i think of how happy i am to call you mine
When im alone i feel so depressed that you're not there with me
Babe i love you so much
I love the way my heart feels when im mesmerized by your touch
I love the way my broken heart felt when you made it whole
You took all those pieces and made them together
You took my hand and it meant forever"
So, yeah . I just wrote that off the top of my head ... I hope it means a lot to you cuz those are the 100% truthful feelings that i have for you baby <3
I Love You
-Britt
2-21-13
Hey babe ,
Just letting you know i love you no matter what happens .
I cant wait to see you tomoro and cuddle with you (:
I love cuddling with you and just being with you in general. You're so sweet <3 You're the best thing thats ever happened to me . You have no idea how much you mean to me . I would never be the happy person i am today without you by my side <3
So yeah ; just letting you know i love you ...
I LOVE YOU <3
Just letting you know i love you no matter what happens .
I cant wait to see you tomoro and cuddle with you (:
I love cuddling with you and just being with you in general. You're so sweet <3 You're the best thing thats ever happened to me . You have no idea how much you mean to me . I would never be the happy person i am today without you by my side <3
So yeah ; just letting you know i love you ...
I LOVE YOU <3
2-11-13
Today i saw mike for the first time since we got back together. i was really happy and when i saw him it was like i fell in love with him all over again. when he held my hand i smiled and looked like an idiot and i hope he didnt notice. but the best part of my day (by far) was when he kissed me <3 i felt an instant feeling of hope for me and him to work everything out. i loved that feeling. i actually trust him a lot more now. not that i didnt before but im just saying i do a lot more now. hes just so perfect and i wouldnt wanna be with anyone else. no one can give me the feelings that he does , im so in love with him . he doesnt even have a clue how strong my feelings are for him. hes so perfect for me . i hate the feeling i get when we're not together but i love the feeling i get when we're together . i wouldnt wanna be with anyone else at this point . and i listened to this song today that described exactly how i felt about him . i teared up a little bit when i listened to it to be honest , but it was all happy tears <3
I LOVE YOU MIKE <3
I LOVE YOU MIKE <3
1-27-13
Hey babe , i know youll see this but this is that song i wrote .
i recorded it and it sounded really bad ... so i figured id just write it anyway .
"I don't wanna argue
I don't wanna fight
All I want is you by my side
I just want you and me to be alright
I don't wanna make you mad
You're the best boyfriend I ever had
I don't want anyone else but you
Without you, I don't know what I'd do
You're the reason I wake up with a smile on my face
You're the reason I'm even here in the first place
I need you here with me baby
When you're not here, it drives me crazy
Been looking for you for quite some time
Been looking for you to call you mine
You're everything I ever wanted
You're everything I ever needed
With you my heart is completed
With you my life has a meaning
The way you look at me
The way I look at you
How I think about you
How I looked so perfect standing there with you
Now I feel so perfect when I'm kissing you
Now I feel so down when I'm missing you
You're always on my mind
A guy like you, is so hard to find
You're so hard to find."
Yeah , thats the song ... i tried really hard on it & i hope you think its cute or somethiong like that.
But this is 100% how i feel . I really dont wanna argue or fight anymore especially when i overreact in stupid situations . i do it because i care and im jealous because i care.
And im sorry about how i acted at your family reunion thing we went to . its just i got jealous there because i could NEVER have my whole family in a single room at one time . my family is so dysfunctional but i cant pick my family . and im sorry if i irritated you when we were there but we have a lot of things we need to talk about but in the meanwhile just know that ill always love you no matter what happens . so yeah ... I LOVE YOU !.
Love Always,
Brittany <3
i recorded it and it sounded really bad ... so i figured id just write it anyway .
"I don't wanna argue
I don't wanna fight
All I want is you by my side
I just want you and me to be alright
I don't wanna make you mad
You're the best boyfriend I ever had
I don't want anyone else but you
Without you, I don't know what I'd do
You're the reason I wake up with a smile on my face
You're the reason I'm even here in the first place
I need you here with me baby
When you're not here, it drives me crazy
Been looking for you for quite some time
Been looking for you to call you mine
You're everything I ever wanted
You're everything I ever needed
With you my heart is completed
With you my life has a meaning
The way you look at me
The way I look at you
How I think about you
How I looked so perfect standing there with you
Now I feel so perfect when I'm kissing you
Now I feel so down when I'm missing you
You're always on my mind
A guy like you, is so hard to find
You're so hard to find."
Yeah , thats the song ... i tried really hard on it & i hope you think its cute or somethiong like that.
But this is 100% how i feel . I really dont wanna argue or fight anymore especially when i overreact in stupid situations . i do it because i care and im jealous because i care.
And im sorry about how i acted at your family reunion thing we went to . its just i got jealous there because i could NEVER have my whole family in a single room at one time . my family is so dysfunctional but i cant pick my family . and im sorry if i irritated you when we were there but we have a lot of things we need to talk about but in the meanwhile just know that ill always love you no matter what happens . so yeah ... I LOVE YOU !.
Love Always,
Brittany <3
Love of my life <3
<- See this amazing guy ??
Hes mine , he makes me so happy no matter what <3
i love him so much
12-10-12 :)
Hes mine , he makes me so happy no matter what <3
i love him so much
12-10-12 :)
1-23-13
no matter how much we fight , no matter how much we argue ill always love you no matter what michael , youre my world and i love you with my whole heart , i know we have some miscommunications sometimes but no matter how mad we are and no matter how irritated i am at you i could never be that mad to lose you or leave you . youre my everything .
i love you .
<3
i love you .
<3
1-1-13
today is a new day , a new year . i spent last night with Mike <3 turns out everything i was feeling for him totally worked out . on the OC trip in november he asked me out it was so cute but i overreated about something and we broke up for a week , stupidest thing i ever did . but all that matters now is that hes mine and no one elses . i really do see myself with him for a long long time .. things couldnt be better right now . i have a great boyfriend , a great life , and everything i ever wanted . i wouldnt be as happy as i am now without him , im so thankful to have him in my life .
i love you Mike <3
12-10-12
i love you Mike <3
12-10-12
10-28-12
well im finally 16 , my party was lastnight and i had an amazing time . i kissed the guy of my dreams <3 his names mike . hes everything i look fo rin a guy and hes so perfect for me . were supposed to go to ocean city for skills usa in a week or two and i cant wait . i just wanna spend time with him . he seems like a really great guy . i have a lot of feelings for him . what i love most about him is his beard :) its so cute and i just love everything about him . he says hes not cute or anything but through my eyes , hes everything i look for . hes smarter than he gives himself credit for . i could really see us together , as a couple . i just hope he feels the same way about me as i feel about him .
8-22-12
its wednesday and school starts next tuesday . im really excited . i cant wait to go back to cat north and start welding again. this should be a great year . its the most important too . and i made friends with this guy ian in my class . hes awesome ! lol . but its pretty funny how i go back to school shopping at weld world in curtis bay lol . i mean most people dont take their daughters there . usually its kohls or whatever . only thing i need now is boots & regular shoes . i saw these gorgeous jordans at the mall the other day . i want them so bad . but yeah cant wait for my junior year 2012-2013 :)
7-27-12
Well im grounded... this sucks . i hate when my mom flips out on me for stupid shit . i mean i get a ride home from a friends house from anoher friend and just because she doesnt know him she just assumes shit. i mean why cant she just be like all the other parents and be like be home by 7 or something, but no whenever i go anywhere or do anything shes always blowing my phone up saying where u at ? who are u with ? its so annoying she needs to give me freedom and trust . like forreal its getting old . i cant stand her . i cant wait to move out in a couple years . id rather move out now and be away from her .
Anthony's Prom (5-18-12)
2-24-12
well its friday finally. got off grounding after 2 weeks yesterday. feels alot better to have my phone and ipod back. but i guess thats the consequence for being brought home at 4:30 am by the cops . haha .
and grant a.k.a. dickhead is starting his bullshit again... just lovely .
sucks that karma came around and got him again :)
and grant a.k.a. dickhead is starting his bullshit again... just lovely .
sucks that karma came around and got him again :)
1-2-12
my new years resolution : be my own person and dont let anyone hold me back from opportunities that can be good for me . i really want to find someone who is sweet, treats me well, isnt abusive, supports my decisions, likes me for who i am, respects me, and just pretty much cares about me no matter what.
12-23-11
today was my moms birthday, first day of christmas break. sisters home from college. things have been good lately no problems at all been doing well in school trying to get as and bs. cant wait for christmas to see my step siblings, step mom and dad. for my new years revolution i want to be completely drama free and fix anything with anyone that i had problems with the last year. hoping for a good christmas, new years eve/day, and good new coming year.
9-11-11
Well today marks a decade after 9-11. On this day ten years ago 4 planes were crashed in the act of a terrorist attack from a group from the middle east called al queda. 2 of the planes went into the world trade center in new york city aka the twin towers. 1 of the other planes hit a section of the pentagon. the 4th plane hit a field in pennsylvania. Since 9-11-01 our military is stronger and more aware of terrorist attacks. But a member from the terrorist group, binladen, has been killed in 2011 sometime. god bless america <3
7-7-11
i hate how my sister is disrespectful to me and she thinks she can get away with it but today im drawing the line. no more back talk and disrespect. if she says something negative towards me shes guna have fists flyin her way and nothing is guna stop me.
R.I.P. Bobo
I lost my dog bobo when i was in woodland california. I felt like a bad person because i wasn't there for him when he needed me most. R.I.P. bobo.
R.I.P. Pop-Paul
In June i lost my grandfather because he comitted suicide. He was found on the garage steps with a rope around his neck and when i was at the funeral i read a poem i wrote and psalm 23.
Poem: His name was pop-paul He became a big part of my life Forever and always he will remain in my heart I can still feel his presence He loved everyone of his kids It doesn't seem as if he is gone His love and spirit will live on The love he gave to everyone he met meant so much We all miss his warm and welcoming touch He is still here but in a different form When I heard the terrible news I felt like I was in a dream and wanted to awake It felt too fake I felt like his life was too early to take I remembered the type of person he was Now hes looking down from above The way he did his impersonations of Donald Duck made everyone laugh He was a fun guy to be around He always made me laugh even on the worst days Even in the simplest ways He was a good man Always there to lend a hand always being there with mom-mom attending my sister's and my sports or school events Nothing and noone could prevent his love he showed every single person he met He loved softball, the lake, and mom-mom He loved her so much and everyone else too He was a very nice and fun guy always saying, "Hey hun can you do me a favor?" Everyone loved him His name was pop-paul and he was always there to pick me up when i was falling He is still here in my heart And nothing will ever tear our connection apart.
Psalm 23: The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters.He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,I will fear no evil, for you are with me,your rod and your staff,
they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
Written 7-4-10
Poem: His name was pop-paul He became a big part of my life Forever and always he will remain in my heart I can still feel his presence He loved everyone of his kids It doesn't seem as if he is gone His love and spirit will live on The love he gave to everyone he met meant so much We all miss his warm and welcoming touch He is still here but in a different form When I heard the terrible news I felt like I was in a dream and wanted to awake It felt too fake I felt like his life was too early to take I remembered the type of person he was Now hes looking down from above The way he did his impersonations of Donald Duck made everyone laugh He was a fun guy to be around He always made me laugh even on the worst days Even in the simplest ways He was a good man Always there to lend a hand always being there with mom-mom attending my sister's and my sports or school events Nothing and noone could prevent his love he showed every single person he met He loved softball, the lake, and mom-mom He loved her so much and everyone else too He was a very nice and fun guy always saying, "Hey hun can you do me a favor?" Everyone loved him His name was pop-paul and he was always there to pick me up when i was falling He is still here in my heart And nothing will ever tear our connection apart.
Psalm 23: The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters.He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,I will fear no evil, for you are with me,your rod and your staff,
they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
Written 7-4-10
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Written: 7-2-10
Written: 7-2-10
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-waste of time
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-useless
-player
-waste of time
Written:2-16-10